I hate this constant churning of thoughts and emotions. Why can't I just have a few moments of peace inside my own head? Depressed, anxious, angry, confused, excited, lonely, energized, hopeful, helpless..... all emotions I experience throughout a single day. Sometimes all within a single hour. At times they're swirling so quickly that I can't decipher one emotion or thought from the next. It's just a constant grinding in my mind. It's frustrating and extremely tiring to try and explain to people how you feel when 99% of the time, I don't even know how I feel! I'm just tired. All the time. I can't seem to sleep enough to feel rested before waking up and struggling with myself another day. When does it end?